Sunday, November 27, 2011

With the Expression of Words

To the expression in which I cant release physically.
I need to eacape with the frustrations...with the unhappines..with the wait to find release...
Awaiting my moment when I cam leave and start a new. I await that day to come true.
Awaiting the day I can lift my leg in dance..Without wanting to kick myself in the back of my pants.Awaiting the day all this anxiety ia released...asking one more time please please please.
  Im hidden in this Asian world...NoONE CAN touch me or make mw go home...So I spend each day await await..waiting for something to control my fate...but maybe this is it..the truth be told. My fate alive outright and bold..Live in the moment..and always do ur best...the only,realness is now..even if u traveled from east to west...Live in the moment one day at a time...allow the universe to take its time...with full power push forth and I rest...no longer will I feel...second best...

Wednesday, November 23, 2011

TO the Knee

Dearest Knee-

I know that you are ready to age faster than my entire body. But I am asking nicely.
Please stop.
Stop being so bloody difficult and maybe I will rub you more.
Actually no matter what I will rub you and ice you and love  you and tell you that everything is going to be alright,
But I do ask that in return you show some love and respect.
You see..as you know..I have a lot of energy.
That energy just needs to be put somewhere..and your the one that gets to take all heat.
Which is why you are the most important to me right now.
And I need you back.
I need you to heal...So I can make you stronger.
I know that you just want to chill.
And I have given you that.
But now it's time we make a deal.
I'll make you stronger..and show you more love.
If you just pull together and ease up on me.
Deal?
I would really appreciate it.

Sincerely, Yours...

Karyn

Monday, November 21, 2011

Wings.

So I guess in those mere moments...
When you've lost the inspiration.
When the things around you are ugly.
And you dread that trek home.
Your knee is aching...
While your heart is shaking...
And all you can think about is..
HOME.
You gotta look deep.
Into the things you keep.
Locked up for those
Certain days.
Long day without sun.
No strength to run.
And a vision that seems to have lost it's ways.
Just the sound of music.
A flick of a feather.
A Bird ready for flight.
Engage in the small things.
Let let bring joy, give your heart wings.
For a women who is ready to fight.