Monday Monday.

So I had an interesting experience on a day that nothing interesting happens.

It is a typical Monday for me.

Exhausted because of weekend excitment.

Exhausted because of the ridiculous amount of classes I have to teach on a MONDAY!

Then I let go of my day in the hot yoga studio, taught by a beautiful Korean women that sounds like she should be making relaxing CDs for pill popping Americans that can't seem to chill out when times get hard.

That's why I got a lot of love for her. Even though I don't understand a word she says until she says: FLEXA which interpreted to English means : Flex you damn American, why can't you be as limber as all these Asian women in class..Why are you the only white person taking a YOGA class...FLEXA ya DAMNA FOOTA.

Alright..alright..I push my foot straight..biting my cheek because I have never streched my foot this intensely before..Woo that is going to hurt later.

Anyway, still nothing different from my normal Monday routine.

Not even when class is over, and I enter the locker room full of naked asian women do I get uncomfortable...No my friends..I enjoy nudity probibily more than these Koreans..I'm comfortable with my body and I like the freedom that it feels.

Nope, pretty excited to strip down and hop the shower, until I see an naked Asian lady walking towards me.

Wait, she is looking at me..Talking to me.

She's naked.

I'm naked.

What is going on?

She inches closer, and I realize there is no escape. I gotta see what this lady wants.

Come to find out, she accidently took my locker key and I had hers.

No need to be worried.

Woo ee..Monday just got better!

The dreams of a child.

We dream our whole lives.
Ever since a child, and our imaginations are blazing, we create these adventurous stories.
We act them out during play or through art.
As we grow older, reality hits the soul deeper..
Putting out some of the fires in our soul.
Making things seem more impossible.
As we watch people around us, grow older, that have lived a life...experienced it all..
And they say, that dreams are dreams...When you get older those dreams become more dreams than reality.
The "real world" has no room for dreams to come true.
There is no way to make a living, fall in love, and still find that your inner adventurous spirit that ignited as a child, can still be igniting, can still be as pure as it was when you were 3.
But what if I can say. What if I can say that at this point in my life, I feel like my dreams are beginning to shape and open up in my reality. That life is beyond what I imagined...Beyond what I dreamed...
The excitement is invigorating.
I fear it is only a world I have created, because I'm so seperated from a world that I know...a Home that I grew up in...Friends that I have shared my life with.
All I know that if this feeling only last in this "world", then I will live it up to it's depths, allowing it to take shape in my heart...Letting my heart pump faster, my pupil dialate wider, and my soul start to reach the tip of my head screaming out to the world:  I'M IN LOVE.
WITH LIFE
WITH YOU
WITH ME
Thank you.
If only for this moment.
Thank you.

I can Be anything that I SEE

Ah. Dearest Life.
Exploring Soul.
Mindful Heart.
Caring Eyes.
Can it be true?
That your life can be exactly what you see.
What you have imagined, created in your head as a dream.
A dream you kept running towards in hope, and that you would not stop until you found it.
Did I actually sit and wait in stagnant emotions...content thoughts....fake smiles and laughs...Imaginary love...Hopeful relationships.
Is this actually happening? Pinch Pinch.
Ouch.
I'm alive.
A LIVE.
Holy Wow.
I'm traveling.
I'm seeing the world.
I can hike a mountain and meditate.
I can feel freedom.
I can feel love.
I can feel with every bit of my soul...my fingertips reach out and still I feel more.
Easy easy...don't get too excited says my "realistic mind"
Watch Out!
Ahh...but I can't help my soul...that wants to strip down completely.
Naked to the world.
Vulnerable to myself.
Running through the forest.
With my wings.
The wind pulling me.
My eyes closed...as I follow the sounds of the natural.
Planting my seed.
Keeping my "realistic goggles" in my pocket just in case.
Taking my shoes off.
And for ONCE...Digging in.
Grounding down.
Letting the seed grow...as the Chakras Align..
Roots
Sweetness
Lustrous Gem
Unstuck
Purification
Knowledge
Thousandfold
Reaching the enlightened part, my own enlightened part
Not anyone elses idea.
My own.
Vision.
That I SEE.
I can BE :)
Dreams really can come true. Even if only felt for a day...Atleast I have this moment.