With the Expression of Words

To the expression in which I cant release physically.
I need to eacape with the frustrations...with the unhappines..with the wait to find release...
Awaiting my moment when I cam leave and start a new. I await that day to come true.
Awaiting the day I can lift my leg in dance..Without wanting to kick myself in the back of my pants.Awaiting the day all this anxiety ia released...asking one more time please please please.
  Im hidden in this Asian world...NoONE CAN touch me or make mw go home...So I spend each day await await..waiting for something to control my fate...but maybe this is it..the truth be told. My fate alive outright and bold..Live in the moment..and always do ur best...the only,realness is now..even if u traveled from east to west...Live in the moment one day at a time...allow the universe to take its time...with full power push forth and I rest...no longer will I feel...second best...