Long time no see.

Hello words.
Words which seem to come to few these days.
well not in my head.
but written down.
So hello again.

When I was a wee kido in the process of just begging to wear a training bra in hopes that my breast were going to get so large someday.
Crushing truth that THAT never happened.....
I used to begin my writing: Hello, How are you?
To my self.
My self.
Smart kid I tell you.
Why not...Ask the soul.
How are you.
Talking to the self.
The self is what causes all the emotions...
Your life is a battle....A battle with yourself..

"Finding yourself" "Making yourself happy" "Keeping yourself happy"
No battle with others..It's your SELF that puts those others in your life.
But it's you...that you have the battle with..
So Hello, how are you?
No that happy. NOT as happy as I want to be.
I wish I knew more what you wanted out of life. Cause I sure keep trying to figure it out.
See but if someone else asked me: How are you...my response..just like every single Korean person ("so, so" or "i'm fine")
But I'll tell myself the real answer to: "How are you?"
Now, let's try to fix this.