WHOOOOOSH

"WHOOSH"

The wind hits my face...
Shiver
Shiver
Shiver
Hits my chest.
Up and down movements happen as I breath in...and Breath out..
Deeper.
Faster...
I am running.
How far.
Where.
Drip
Drop.
Water hits my face.
My eyelids cover my eyes.
Close my eyes.
Open my arms.
All that I know is I am breathing.
Faster.
Deeper.
Jump.
Smash.
Hike up the hill.
Alone.
Night.
Dark.
Laughter of Children.
Run.
Thighs are burning.
Push through.
I want to be  ALONE.
I want to feel the nights.
I want the stars to light my way.
Then it hits.
That moment.
I stop to take it in.
My heart is racing to fast...
I fear it will never stop.
Deep breath.
The city lights.
The tree's energy.
The soil's energy underneath my feet.
I fall...to my feet.
Reach my hands deep in the soil..
Close my eyes...and tears stream down myface.
Lucky. I am.
I am here to
SEE what my eyes need to see.
LEARN what my mind needs to learn.
FEEL what my heart needs to feel.
As I begin to realize that my soul is being shaped and transformed into the mold in which it needs to be in order for me to continue living within a dream I created in my head a long time ago.
Hands up.
Kisses to the Wind.
Thanks for my Universe.
For allowing me to breathe.
For letting me Feel.