Life Goal

Fuck the cold.
Why did I leave Maui?
I could have lived/worked there. The opportunity was open for me.
But because of my inability lately...to sit in one place for awhile...I felt that I needed to move on.
See my family for Christmas...before I leave the country for a year.
Although it all seems pointless now.
Putting on my long underwear, wrapping a scarf around my neck and face so I don't shiver more than I already am.
It is so hard for me to find happiness in one place.
I am addicted to the move.
Addicted to the idea of getting up and going, whenever I want.
I am being extremely selfish right now.
Not making any decisions upon anyone else.
It is all what I want to do..when I want to do it...where I want to be.
And I can openly admit that I don't feel bad about that...at all.
This may be my only opportunity in life to be completely selfish.
See where life takes me.

If Home is Where the Heart Is..Then My Heart is on the road.
Seeing.
Feeling.
Embracing.
Loving.
As Much As I Possibly can.

I want to see it all. I want to do things that scare me, things that make me feel uncomfortable...

Uncomfortability=Fear=Challenge=Growth=Bad Ass Conversations with wine and cheese.

And that is my life goal: Bad Ass Wine and Cheese Conversations.