Brother

Brother is amazing.
He is my inspiration.
I've been feeling extremely unstable lately, so I called him.
Never before in my life have I felt like I needed a big brother besides the point in my life right now.

He told me that right before you are about to take an adventure...step outside of a life of consistency, of stability...that things start to happen trying to hold you back. It is almost like the energy of life is working against this adventure than for it.

Keep going. Take the leap....anchor yourself to something so you can atleast stay grounded, but you need to take the adventure in which will pull you deeper in life, deeper in an understanding of yourself, of your strength.

I feel like I'm going through a tremendous change. Everything around me is changing. So many things that I am experiencing is beginning to make life finally making sense, while also being the most confusing thing ever.

I'm going to change so much..I can feel it coming on...I can sense it in the pit of my soul.  I'm afraid to leave the old me behind...but there is no turning back now.

Using my brother as inspiration...I'm going to take the leap...Pull myself deep into these experiences...let life take its hold on me and pull me into a journey in which will shape my soul.